What is the Octopatient?

 What is the octopatient? It tit will be the best thing you have ever encountered next to thriller by Michael Jackson and the best thing is that no one knows what it is, yet it will make everyone’s life happier that the lowest of scwavel by Mark Twain, I hate white wash.  I don not know what I will become in the decade to think about you will have to break with the take of the nine to seven spirits of the world of today, they will combine to show your destiny in  a world full of hatred thanks to osama bin laden in connection with maurri povich and and that other with the 20 inch tall people I can‘t believe that guy has actually sunk down to that kind of level.  What would bring someone to hurt someone else why would they do that.  Girls are pretty a lot, guys aren’t but yet it still hurts even to the most wises of Moses.  The damn triangle shape people can stick it up their asses if they want me to do those tricks involving the otters and seals, it sickens me to agree with them but that’s the way it is going to be.  I can’ t help it that I am a loser but if I am loser someone must be gaining and it probably is that guy who wins he gets the girls he gets the fame, he gets the life that even Prince Henry would be jealous of in that parliamentary sense of exasperation of enlightenment, shit, even the angels can’t think of anything when they are sad.  But when they are happy they right books upon books upon book about people being happy and the weird thing is people never read them, people will never find them but yet they are the secret to all humanity, is something that humanity will never find. And that is we need to accept,  just because someone is different doesn’t make them, we don’t need to be they don’t need to be right but we just need to fucking accept things the way they are and just watch DVD and play Playstation.   I can’t wait until Playstation comes out with a system so that I can plug the biggest juiciest lemon brain of mine into and enjoy a world created by me, somewhere where prostitutes pay you, and when you gamble you always lose but you are still the high roller of the century.  I wish I was friends with Dr.Dre  if I was I would have death row on my back when I would get into fights with those pricks at recess that didn’t get their milks everyday, but if they did they wouldn’t have been. All that matter at the time was milks, seeing woman’s boobs, and hitting high on the SNES.  Even if I could travel back in time I probably would even if it would take me two centuries to accomplish.  When you gain this power you can do anything, because your brain is fully functional when it is asleep because it has to keep you alive even when you are awake.  Even if I could tell her I love her I don’t know if I would, it would ruin lives in ways I could never imagine today or yesterday, but why is it such a hard thing.  The two girls I loved the most were Kelly and Katie, those damned Kay names. Shit I’m selling my body for plasma is that the same as prostitution its exchanging fluids, the spell check checked me for prostitution.  Back to what I was saying Kelly and Katie they both had the two greatest bodies in the world and I fucked it up.  What was I suppose to do besides let it tame me, if I could be tamed, even by evolution of the 90’s with the computers.  Someday humans will become computers that is what is happening now, machines won’t take over, but humans will become more machine, and then not care about even the lottery they won’t win.  That is why they made a robot to be a human in that Movie T2 about the O’Conner family.  That is why they were killed because they were Irish he was really from that radicalitsitc group in Ireland those orthodoxies and the roman catholic Jews all hate each other to that certain extent of hatred with the fire devil of now.  With time comes hatred then responsibility then realizing all you had to do was accept.  Accept you son if he is gay just like everyone should just accept each other, shit instead of being a has been you will be a never was, that movie was horrible who cares about a figure skating boy who is all attractive to truck drivers who can’t stand the pine cone and gas stations, how can he play hockey.  I wish many shows were on that would make my life happy in a certain way of hospitality.  I want to move to an island, be free, be away from josh Hartnett and responsibility.  Wouldn’t have to worry about paying, or stocks to buy. Wouldn’t have to worry about what my life turns out like or where it will, or worrying about what others will think when they think of me.  That is the beauty of it, they won’t think of me, they will think dead, dead in the matter of time. That is what time is it is a beginning and end we all have are own time.  Back to the begging question I was going to tell a girl how special she was tonight but why didn’t I….Fear, fear of loneliness, I really this one is the one, we will be perfect together tonight, under the rainfall of tutonacomen and those mayans with their mathematicians and eclipses by the sun.  Why does the sun have to that why does it hate, in the future if the sun runs out we should just send nuclear missiles to start another one and bang new solar system of life either that or just making a livng space ship that is a planet and move. I want to be good at something that is why I am doing everything in something maybe I will hit the write sport of G.  People hate me, they respect me, but most of them think I am a quiet loser. One that is going to rampage in the dawn of respectful tomorrows for all to see.  You will be surprised in the surprise you have layed down I have it good but I can have it better, if you never end something it continues forever, if you never end life it will continure forever, if you never end the game of life it will continue forever, I always thought that game took way to long to do, and then we had to play it in dollars and sense, where Cindy wanted to bone me but she didn’t like me and she never wanted to do anything with me ever.  That is a bunch of bull shit man.  They can just walk all over guys who think the world of them with out granite how can that be thought, laws of life don’t pertain to those whole actually follow them but to those who actually make them up and don’t follow them. I want this and I want that but it just doesn’t work out like your life is in the stars but it is here to sagitarius.  Fait will take you wherever it wants to go those walking paths of everybody are all over places.  It’s like if you keep walking in the same direction and if you will run into someone there path was destined for you SHIT  I have to piss and I am done.  But just think of all the ideas that don’t get known, and if you would have written down in a certain time in the space time continuum you would have written it down but now you didn’t, HaHa.  That will just screw me over thought.  I might be pack the path. The secret to your heart exists in a plane of Don Kiddles amazement.  Why not if exists there it can exist anywhere.  Especially within side the part of a growing boy, not knowing what it takes to live, what it takes to die.  Why did they have to say laser dick shit?  Why do you people have to ruin things that great blizzards and poontang.  Whats going on in loser town if the trite have retired to their graves, of eternal prosperity.  Gonads and Strife, that is genius man.  My name is Jimmy Strigger and here is my story.